Thursday, April 08, 2010

Goodbye Little Bug

"Unfortunately, honey, the baby is no longer alive.". -Ultrasound doctor

69 comments:

Kellie said...

I'm so sorry Catherine - this is so unfair. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

MB said...

Oh Catherine. I'm so sorry. This is all so unfair. So, so sorry.

lorem ipsum said...

NO.

Sarah said...

No... that can't be... I'm so sorry!

msfitzita said...

Sending you endless hugs, my sweet, sweet friend. I'm so, so, so sorry. This is just unfathomable cruelty. My God. I'm so sorry.

Sherry said...

Again, offering much love and prayers to you all. I'm so incredibly sorry.

Sweet Coalminer said...

Oh, I'm so so so sorry. So sorry.

angie said...

I'm just so sorry. Crying with you. xo

Hillary said...

NOOOOOOOOOO!

HereWeGoAJen said...

I am so so sorry. I will be thinking of all of you.

Bronwyn said...

Sending you the biggest virtual hug... I am so, so sorry. You have paid your dues and this shouldn't be happening again. Shit!!! (sorry, anger and hurt are coming out at the same time)

Pipsylou said...

Catherine, NO. NO NO NO.

NO.

I am sitting here crying my eyes out.

No. NO. This can not be happening.

Pipsylou said...

I can't believe this. Catherine - I was just thinking of you today and how excited you must be...

and now THIS.

I wish I had words. Oh, Catherine. Cannot stop crying.

I have no words.

Plant Girl said...

I'm so sorry, Catherine. So very sorry.

Laura said...

(((Catherine)))

Shanna said...

NOOOOOO! Oh Catherine. And Steve, Sam and Myles. All my love to you all.

Kathy McC said...

My heart is sick for you. I am so angry with God right now...

(((hugs)))

Molly said...

Stopping by to tell you how sorry I am.

Sami said...

I'm so very sorry. I just don't even know what to say.

Aunt Becky said...

I'm just so, so sorry.

Kath said...

Oh, Catherine, NO. NO. I am so stunned, so utterly sorry to hear this.

Sending you my deepest condolences.

Jillian said...

Fuck it all. I am so sorry Catherine.

OHN said...

I came over from DD's blog. I am so sorry for what you are having to deal with. I have been exactly where you are now, and know first hand how unbelievably difficult it is.

I don't have any answers, I just wanted you to know that even though you probably feel very alone right now, you are not alone.

pottymouthmommy said...

There just aren't any words to say how sorry I am to hear of your loss.

Even having experienced a similar loss, I can't say I know how you feel, or that it will be ok. Rely on your husband, rely on those who at least TRY to understand. Know that there are those who are thinking of and praying for you right now.

three minute palaver said...

This is just too shit for words Catherine. I am really, really sorry for your loss. I am really really sorry you have to go through this again. I wish this wasn't so. This is f**king awful. You're in my thoughts.

Yo-yo Mama said...

I don't understand....you just listened to Bug's heartbeat via the doppler. Why is this happening to you? Why can't the doctors figure this out. It's not an anomoly. This is breaking my heart. I'm very sorry.

Renae said...

I am so sorry. That's all I can say. I am so, so very sorry.

Julie said...

Oh God Catherine, this just can't possibly be true. I am SO sorry, although I know that can't possibly begin to help. I am sending you love and strength (but how Fucking strong is one woman expected to be????). Praying for you and your family.

Lea Bee said...

i am so very very sorry.

kate said...

Oh my God. I am so so sorry. I have no words....

Aurelia said...

I'm so sorry Catherine. So very very sorry.

Erin said...

I came over from Yo-Yo Ma's blog and I am so deeply, deeply sorry for your loss. Words can't express how sad I am for you and your family.

Cat said...

I'm so sorry. (hugs)

The Nanny said...

I'm so, so sorry. Sending you all love.

The Narcissist said...

As someone you reached out to in my time of loss, I am without words to describe how saddened I am that you are now going through this. There aren't many things people can say to make it better, but my thoughts are with you. I'll never forget the comfort I felt visiting your blog though I probably never said anything. Thank you for that then and now and forever. Wishing you lightness of heart sooner than you could imagine.

Betty M said...

I have come here from Yo Yo Mama to express my sympathy for your terrible loss. I am so sorry you and your family are going through this.

marcia said...

Oh, Catherine and Steve, I am sooooo very sorry! Just read this after being out of communication for more than a day, and just can't believe what I am seeing. Somehow I am hoping that the love being sent to you by so many people will touch a place deep inside you and help in some small way. My prayers are with you!

Rachel said...

Delurking to tell you how very sorry I am. I can't even wrap my head around the unfairness of it all. You and your family are in my thoughts.

daysgoby said...

I don't know what to say. I'm so, so, sorry, and I'm thinking of you and your family.

lifefamilysanity said...

I am so so so sorry for your loss. It is ridiculously unfair and the pain is unimaginable. So sorry...

serenity said...

Oh, Catherine. I am so sorry.

xxx

Anna said...

Oh, I am so very, very sorry. My heart is broken for you and your family. Just be there for each other.

Catizhere said...

So so sorry.

JMB said...

I don't know what to say other than I'm so sorry, so incredibly sorry that you have to do this again. I wish that I could do so much more.

Carrie said...

Coming out of lurkdom to tell you how sorry I am. Big hugs to you and your family.

Carrie
Pinellas Park, FL

Rosepetal said...

Oh my god Catherine, I'm so sorry. I am at an utter loss for words and shocked beyond belief. I will be thinking of you all constantly.

jenna said...

New here, never read before, came over from Moksha. And I just wanted to tell you that I am sorry, and that I am holding you and your family in my heart.

starrypurplehaze said...

many hugs and much love being sent your way...

Not on Fire said...

I am sorry for your loss.

Kim said...

I am just so very sorry. You've had to bear more than any one woman should have to. Much love to you and your family.

Jane said...

I too am so very sorry. I will say a prayer for all of you.

tireegal68 said...

Catherine, I'm here from LFCA to say how sorry I am that your little bug died. It's so heartbreaking and not fair. (((hugs)))

Aisha said...

I am so sorry *hugs*

LFCA

Trinity said...

Oh, I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your little bug, Catherine. Keeping you close in my thoughts...

mommyinwaiting said...

I am so sorry to hear your news. Sending big hugs and lots of strength to get through this.

Here from LFCA

lis said...

coming over from LCFA to hold your sorrow for just a little while. im so very sorry you lost your little bug. i lost twins at 20 weeks in october. sending you some peace and love.

xoxo

builtinbirthcontrol@gmail.com if you want to talk

Jules said...

I'm sorry for your loss.

Pie said...

I am so very sorry for your loss. ((((HUGS))))

Cheek said...

I am so sorry this happened to your family...again. It just f*cking sucks. Lifting you all into the light of love and peace.

Katie said...

I cannot even imagine.

I wish there were words, I wish there were something.

Please know that I will be praying for you and thinking about you.

cowgirltn said...

With deepest sympathy.

niobe said...

Holding you in my heart.

Chickenpig said...

I'm so terribly sorry. It's more than anyone should have to bear. And that is how the US tech told you? Ugh. Thinking of you.

LFCA

cgd said...

I am so sorry for your loss. We just lost our baby last week at 15 weeks. There are no words for this. I saw your post about not believing in god, I feel the same way. I am here for you, as we both grieve our babies. Keeping you in my thoughts.
Carrie

dahliah said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

AKD said...

I am just so truly, truly sorry. Hugs to you.

LFCA

Bon said...

Kate, i'm just so very, very sorry.

thinking of you and your Little Bug.

Michele said...

oh honey... I am so sorry... I have no adequate words...

Diana said...

Catherine - there are no words. This should not keep happening to you. I'm so very, very sorry. Also: Fuck you Universe, seriously.