Saturday, April 10, 2010

No mercy here

Because I am apparently incapable of doing ANYTHING right...I have been here for two freaking days with NO progress induced. A discussion of "options" is forthcoming according to nurse Jessica.

Fantastic!

And an honest note to Baby #5 (though probably not entirely deserved)...you didn't stick around...you died...so get the fuck out and let me go back to my life, ok? This isn't your space anymore...so quit invading it and just leave.

22 comments:

three minute palaver said...

God Catherine, I just wish something would go 'easy' on you (not that any of this is in the slightest bit easy -in fact 100% not at all). Please know you have my love and thoughts from the other side of the world. xClare

Kathy McC said...

As if life hasn't been cruel enough. All I can do is send you more hugs and tell you that I am thinking of you constantly. I love you, friend.

Beruriah said...

Oh, Catherine, that sentiment is understandable. I'm so sorry. Obviously any words I could have are totally futile. I just had to say, I'm so sorry, and thinking of you, Steve, and the boys.

LawMommy said...

I'm so sorry.

Jillian said...

I hope you don't get to the 'options' discussion and that things get moving. Thinking of you ((hugs))

Kellie said...

Just know I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

lorem ipsum said...

Can't stop thinking about you either. I love you—we all do.

eve

Rosepetal said...

I've been thinking day and night of you. I also hope the options discussion won't be necessary.

Holley said...

More hugs to you. I'm hoping the options don't become necessary.

I'm sorry you even have to hear about "options."

Love to you.

msfitzita said...

And still more unfairness. I'm so, so sorry, my friend.

marcia said...

I don't have words. Just know you are loved!

Pipsylou said...

this absolutely blows.

HereWeGoAJen said...

I'm so sorry, Catherine. I'll be thinking about you.

kate said...

This is just so wrong. Sending you much love & hugs.

Choofy Mama said...

i know you closed comments on your last post, but I really just wanted to send you love. just pure love, no qualifiers or quantifiers. Though I can only know a speck of the pain and grief you've walked, please believe me when I say that my thoughts and prayers are with you guys. Your beliefs or lack thereof, are not for me to judge, or convince you this way or that. This is your journey, your road, and I just have no idea, and therefore I wouldn't pretend I do. I'll pray anyway, b/c that's how I am :) And mostly just pray for healing and peace, not for you to "believe in God" etc.

All my love. All of it. <3

JEN

Hennifer said...

I'm so sorry Catherine. I don't know what to say. You and the family are in my heart.

marcia said...

Catherine, ChoofyMama expressed my thoughts so very well, I won't try to express them using any other words. I so admire your ability to be straightforward, no matter where you are at. And I thank you for taking the time and making the effort, and trusting your blog friends with your honest thoughts and emotions. Little Bug will always represent hope and love and peace in my mind! Know you are loved, dear friend! My eyes are welling with tears, again, as I type this! But I also rejoice with you, in the love and laughter of Sam and Myles, as their unconditional love will play a huge part in helping you to just put one foot in front of the other in the days ahead. While I realize you have friends and family much closer than I will ever be, please know that I am always here for you!
Much love!!

Sweet Coalminer said...

Thinking about you all. And the joy you must have felt for Little Bug, and the hope that snuck in. You are so strong.

serenity said...

I wish I could say more than I'm sorry. I'm thinking of you all, and wishing you love and peace.

xxx

Wishing 4 One said...

Thinking of you and wishing you peace. Your little bug's legacy will be nothing but peace, love & hope girl. Mad hugs from Cairo. xoxo

Shanna said...

How do you make me laugh and cry in one post? I hope it is finally over and that you can get back you life. Know you have an escape option here in Wisconsin if you need time away.

Aurelia said...

I get it, and I am so sorry. Just here for you, feeling terrible for you, hanging out with you.