How do I deal with this?
I keep thinking, "I would do almost anything for your problems." I don't want to belittle other people's issues...but I just can't seem to stop my brain from going to that place where I think, "At least your kids are alive." And then the guilt for thinking that sets in and I beat myself up pretty well.
It seems I've got the grieving part of this routine down pretty well. Now I just need some help on the healing part of it.