I was THIS close!
I was THERE...
at the END...
with a FULL-SIZE VIABLE BABY!
I did it all the way I was supposed to. I suffered all the aches and pains and indignities of pregnancy with a smile on my face. I relished every kick. I adored the feeling of that wonderous weight in my belly. A beautiful boy grew inside of me.
We almost had it all. We almost had the dream. It was there, within our grasp...and it slipped away.
I feel so very alone.
I miss my life.
I miss my beautiful baby boy.
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Big hugs.
None of it will ever make any sense to me. Feels like a big "F-YOU" from the universe, and for what purpose? Almost doesn't count. Why. Why. Why.
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(((((((HUGS))))))))
It should not have happened... life should not be this cruel. (((Big hug)))
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