Today, for the first time in a long time, I cooked something. We've been eating out or my husband has been cooking...for a pretty long time now.
Today I was asked, "Did you send that email?" and I had to respond with, "I forgot."
Today I took a phone call from a client who was following up on an issue he brought to my attention last Tuesday. I haven't had a chance to do the necessary research and I could hear his disappointment in his voice.
It's little things like this that make me feel again all that has changed. I used to be so capable. I used to be able to multi-task. While I never "enjoyed" my work, the challenge it presented was rewarding.
It's been eleven years since Alex...ten since Travis...six since the unnamed baby...and I still can't come to grips with who I am now. I just now realized I don't want to stuff who I am now into the life of who I used to be. I've been trying and it is NOT working. That me is gone...and she isn't coming back.
I look around and see people with passion. People who make a difference. People who are able to inspire others. That is not me.
When I was a kid, I collected unicorn collectibles. I have no real idea why. I think it started when someone gave me one as a gift and I sai...
One day I'm going to write a book that nobody will believe could possibly be the truth.
Ain't it funny how life changes You wake up, ain't nothing the same and life changes You can't stop it, just hop on the train...
It's over. October. Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month. Granted societal permission to air the thoughts I'm supposed to kee...