There will be no lawsuit over Alex's death. The expert the attorneys consulted wasn't willing to testify on our behalf for a variety of reasons. He is plaintiff oriented, so if he's not willing to help, there is no hope of finding someone who would be willing. As is said about lawyers, doctors protect their own. And despite what several medical professionals have told us in the context of our medical treatment, we would not find many clamoring to testify in a courtroom.
So that is that. I am at peace with it. I never really wanted to sue...I just wanted to know if I should sue. Does that make sense?
Anyway...it's time to move on with our lives and look forward as much as possible.
Onward and upward and all that jazz.